life at 45

whenever i see old persons ,a fear grows in my mind,i am just 20years away from them.and then i know how much i have missed in life.

life and need go side by side.need may be different in quality or quantity but it exsists at all ages.in old age one not only need money or asset but also need some dear son or daughter or some kind young relative to look after.

so from start one should not only save money but must save relations that he or she will surely need at the old age.

gravitation as a result of vaccum

an idea has come to me that gravitational attraction is the result of atomic vacum. as we know that an atom most part is vacum. all masses are made of atom and more mass means more vacum in spite of high density vacum on atomic level will be more in heavy masses.all atoms feels an inward force to reduce this vaccum and it spread universally around it and causes gravitational attraction.as two harmonices wave become more intense so atoms packed in harmonic(which perhaps be circular) exerts more pull.

to be continued

POLITICS OVER RESERVATION IN INDIA

I feel very sad when i see how Indian political parties are trying to build their vote bank on the cost of unity and development of INDIA. Let the example of reservation policy.to woo the backward and schedule cast vote parties are trying to expand quota percentage and also trying to extend it in private companies. i am not against the policy of helping the needy persons,but on the name of reservation elite and prosperous unit of these classes are getting benefit only.also for the good health of our country it is important to select able persons.all states police is losing its strength to curb crime due to reserved quota posting.and in many field sub standard quality of services are due to the fact that in India useless persons are being selected on the name of quota.........

life become so cruel

last week i went my village to meet my grand mother.she is about ninety year old.at this stage of life life become cruel.so cruel that life prays god for mukti(departure from this world).

i then thought deeply about life.life hes grossly four stages childhood, young period ,midddle age and old age.life becomes painfull in old age and during illness. as in childhood illness tries to attack maximum in old age it built inside body.body becomes a cage in which soul weeps to leave this mortal world.

life is so vulnerable and painful in old people that law should be made to allow body to get rid of such pain evon through any means.

i wonder why God has designed such painful body. i will write more about this latter

PROCRASTINATION

from many days i am facing Procrastination.LIFE SEEMS TO BE GETTING SLIPPED OUT OF MY HAND.i am worried but am doing nothing to catch the time.

i cannot concentrate much on any subject.inlast few days one idea has come to my mind and i will want to share this with the world.Never live in the shadow of other

INDIAN DEMOCRACY in danger

Indian democracy though being praised everywhere will not last long if its weakness are not removed urgently.people of india are being divided on the name of religion cast regional background and other factors to win the election. today no single leadar is popular for all indian.in many states and centre itself coalition govt are.this gives chance for a corrupt unpopular persons to get elected as chief minister evon prime minister.reservation policy has now become a tool to woo voters rather than real help for requaired groups.rich of such groups are taking away the fruits .In my view basis of reservation should be BPL(below proverty level) than any thing else.also resevation should be avoided in most services in appointment process rather the needy group should be prepared to qualify in general category.......to be continued

I HAVE SEEN GOD

this universe is made of matter and energy. as per einsteen formula E=MCXC=MOMENTUMXVELOCITY=MOMENTUMXDISTANCE/TIME=MOMENTUM/TIMEXDISTANCED

DISTANCE=FORCEXDISTANCE.as we see that every matter is under different forces.And an ultimate force can convert it in energy.if we look on our own body.we can see variouse forces is working on it. some forces are known and many more unknown.this is law of uncertainty.suppose you are going on road. you are totally alert evon then you can be hurted. from a simple injury to death,and some minor trouble to natural disaster.this all are the result of infinite unknown forces exsisting in universe.through science to some extent tries to know it but it is only accessing a drop in ocean.you know pleasure of your body i feel every particle has some type of pleasure.as per design of structural beam i have studied that it bends to be in minimum tension over it.every molecule atoms are in one or other way have their own sense of life and evon energy are not exception.the whole universe is alive.and God is every where within me outside me.i know i never die.because death is illusion.

you can see god like me

Evon if anyone believes on science he can see the limitation of human body.We with no modern means we can unfold the complexe universe and in no way the supreme power GOD.Then how can GOD becomes visible to us.strangely he can take shape of any object living nonliving,small or big, bright or dull ,near or far evon He can touch you in form of emotions, intelligence or evon death. i mean to say that He resides everywhere anytime in space.he does not get worried on other distess,he also not get impressed by any prosperity.he never laughs,he never weeps........to be continued

RAHUAL GANDHI ,CORRUPTION,BIHAR

Rahul gandhi came to Bihar.It was a certain change for him that public wants to see him at least here,this does not means that this will going to have any impact on Bihar political scene.here race still lies between N D A and R J D.

Second thing made me think was the new law which will give power to govt to seize the property of a corrupt govt servant. I think that though this as a welcome step this in no way going to stop the corruption. now society it self has become corrupt. fear of GOD has become nill.religion has lost its tooth.character has become meaningless success by hook or crook is worth making.our teachers has become businessman or a tortured servant of school authority.they can hardly imprint moral in our child.The future of such society is very frightening.

but this does not means that such condition will pervail for ever.nature is powerful enough to cure each and every type of abnormality.it puts world in safe mode.

i am very upset. i am unable in getting clear picture of my early childhood. ya, yes,somethig i can see. a girlfriend sitting close to me in one of cave of my village mountain .my age just nine year.she a little older. she had brought jithori( a pahari fruit). nothing more i can remember.

i can remember my grand father on his strong shoulder i used to sit moving around crops.my baba so lovely so good to me. oh i am feeling emotional tears .